i cant breath well . is so uncomfortable . it happens ytd nite . after i saw those sentences . i don even know what did i do . my chest seems like sth stuck over there . my imagination went wild . i could stop thinking . don do this to me . i have a weak heart , nobody knows abt it , cos actually i cant even do PE , the doctor don allow me to , due to my STRONG objection , my parents have no choice but to let me have PE and didnt tell the sch . but i don wish to die jus like this , in this kind of situation . i cant afford to have this kind of attack . ppl , SHHS . thx .
only dor and samanthaLAOGONG knew it , cos i was msg - ing wib them . hais . now i am typing all this . i start to worried . what will happen on monday . tears dropping when i saw those . i dono why . i don understand . whats happening ? =((
i tried to keep accompany to two sides . budden always there is one side tt says i didnt . i make it fair . budden seems no one understands . i not trying to push the blame to anyone . or should be me in the fault who didnt do it FAIR . hais . i don wan to spend every nite liddat , wib tears to bed . i may seems nothing is happening to me , jus tt i don wan you all to worry . but sometimes i really cant take it to show it infront you all . my control has limit . hais .
ppl . read finish please brain wash yourself . * you see nth at all at my blog post * i jus say what i think only . nth much . no other intentsion or .
TOODLES, 9:47 AM
..Love
